This Is Home

So.  My laptop has been in working shape again since Valentine's Day.  That power cord we ordered was the best present ever.  Okay, maybe chocolate ties.  I ate all of it, though...

FUNNY STORY.  The day after my computer died, my aunt (who is as old as my grandmother, yes I know my family is old, whatever) got really sick after a surgery.  To make things short, we visited her in the hospital and were told she had 24 hours.  Which, okay, sucks, but life doesn't go on forever.  I understand this, and though it's sad, I'm not dwelling on it.  She's had a long, hard life, but there's been a lot of good in it, too.  So I would call it a success.  And if God calls her home, then who are we to argue with that?  She's in pain here.  It's not fair to keep her out of selfishness.

Anyway.  The next morning she was doing so much better.  Still kind of out of it, but rather chatty.  However, I am not convinced she is completely clueless about what's going on, nor am I convinced she knows every detail.  I think she's in both worlds, just hanging on for something we don't know about just yet.

This is getting long, sorry!  Right now, she's in a hospice, but they feed their residents there, so it gave me really good vibes, as weird as that may sound.  And the nurses were kind to not only my aunt, but the rest of the family, so bonus points to them.

Now we're all playing the waiting game.  She could slip away at any moment or surprise us all and hang on for weeks, like her sister who passed away last year did.  Human life is amazing, that's all I can say.

But all in all, things are relatively back to normal.  Not that I update this thing very much anyway, lol.  Such is my lj life.

I needed a real update, yo.

Let's do this, LEROOOOOOOOOOY JEEEEEEEENKIIIIIIIIIIIINS!



...Yes, that's actually a battle cry for my bestie and I.  We're kind of awesome like that.

Anywho, let's see.  Where to start.

Oh, yes, FMA will end in June.

Um.

I'll cry, but anyone who knows me prolly saw that coming.  Goshdangit, why must all good things come to an end?

Right, so they don't become Bleach.  Got it and good point.  Next.

RP continues to take up my life.  adstringendum  is full of love and crazy awesome people, and I feel like I've just really been growing closer to a few of them.  If any of you stalk me, I'm sure you'll know who you are.  One of you is a cashew.  Just so you know.  Important life fact.

But really, right now, as I type this, I just feel so happy with my internet life.  Not sure why.  Maybe it's the funky Japanese song I'm listening to.  Maybe it's the fact I should have gone to bed four hours ago.  Helloooo 5am.  But still, I just really love talking to all of you and being alive in this Cyberland (but not the desert that Maureen sang about).

*flail*  I love you guys.



Also, I should probably stop watching Say Yes To The Dress all the time.  It really makes me want to go wedding dress shopping and I'm nowhere near that point in my life.  But they're so prettyyyyy.  Gah, I'm hopeless.

Dancing With The Stars, is fine, though.  Niecy Nash is still kickin'!  That makes me happy, just because she's different and such a lover of life, and food.  I approve of both.  Life can be pretty tasty and food is good to have.

Hoo boy, if anyone reads through this train wreck of a blog, congrats.  I don't have anything for you, but hopefully I'm at least entertaining.

AND HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!  Moms are pretty swell, no?

Yup, lovely finals week. Just what I want in my life right now. An excuse to write two 10-15 pagers for classes I had to take. Yeah, sounds like fun.

And then my laptop, my Ianto Jones, decides he's going to get infected with some viruses.

Really? Come on.

I mean, I have EVERYTHING due on Wednesday. Those papers? Yeah, haven't been written yet. And my Ianto is out of commission for now.

*Headdesk*

So here I am, in the library, trying to be studious. Only I work better in my room with noise and mess and food and lounge clothes.

I really hope when I take my laptop in to the computer people tomorrow they'll be able to fix it. My life is on that thing. And all my friends live in it, haha.

Le sigh, let's hope I can make it past Wednesday. And also hope I can find the time to write some fic amidst all this chaos. I need a release, yo.